Everly says:
In the past few years my husband and I have had ups and downs. He's been
unfaithful, he's lied ( about silly things as well as about the
cheating), and we're still together. Yes, we weathered the storm and now
we're planning on moving forward together. He is very sorry for past
mistakes; he loves me and wants to be a good husband again.... but while
I care about him deeply, ( he is family) I don't think I love him
romantically any more. I'm trying hard, because I know that potentially,
we can have a nice life together. We get on well, we are good friends.
But secretly I long for more. We haven't had sex for more than 3 years,
because he has ED. This makes me feel sad and yes...a little resentful,
given the affairs.... I dont want to hurt him..I don't know what I want.
Is companionship and tenderness enough? Am I under valuing this aspect
of our relationship in search of something possibly more transient? I
sometimes feel content... ...other times, sad.
ED is dealt with, now relatively inexpensively, with Viagra, and I
should know! But that really isn't the crux of the issue. If you don't
love this guy you are choosing to sacrifice your happiness for him. This
gives you a stark choice - you hurt or he does.
This is YOUR life, and it's limited - spend it in the most fulfilling way, or you'll regret it bitterly when it's too late.
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