Jeremy says:
so my girlfriend and I had a pretty good and close relationship , we
were besties and had gotten so close together I swear it was paradise on
earth being with her. we are so close , at times I scroll up our text
history , all I feel is a delirious glee , she was my happiness , always
have been and always will be.
But , here's the catch there was a period of time about (1-2 weeks)
whereby , I had family problems and insomnia after I recovered I didn't
go to find her , I promised to meet her during the holidays to go out
with her but I didn't... :( I'm such a fool...T.T
then on January 1st she told me about this guy who likes her , I felt
jealous and moody and I screwed up our supposedly romantic fireworks
countdown....we cleared things up and at least ended the day with me
being less jealous and moody. I trusted her and let her dealt with it.
That's when I have to say I'm an idiot. I should have take immediate
action with her because all this crushes will create problems in near
future which is not what I expected. My love for her has never changed
and she's always in my heart.
From January 1 to 22 January our relationships has distant , we didn't
have much to say to each other and it felt different. To add on
sometimes I feel tired and bored which I really didn't mean to it was
all my fault why am I so useless? Exams stress is just a part and parcel
of life and results , what's meant to be will be , just didn't have
mood to have fun with her , I feel really helpless and I've trained
myself to never feel that way again , because it has really taken a toll
on our relationship
I'm going through a lot of stress and it has affected my sleep , I have a
anxiety disorder whereby my heart races when I try to sleep due to
stress from my results and other things , but it's all getting
better...I was the reason for the recent boring dates which I really
regret and detest.
I know I made her sad at times and made mistakes throughout the
relationship but I'm truthfully sorry and will patch things back , Today
I scrolled up from our current text only to discover that we were doing
so well , it will be a shame to give up now after all we've been
through and how close we had progressed as a couple.
Now it's 22 January and she seemed to have shut me out a bit..perhaps , i
was too clingy , but I love her , I noticed how excited she was when
she was talking about her crush ...I was jealous and helpless , if only I
had dealt with the problem along with her we'll be having less problems
together , but , i strongly I believe we can clear our problems and be
as close as before.
She is quite busy now with her exams , that's the same for me but I want
to let her know that I'll wait for her to be free and in the meantime
will be planning a romantic valentines day for her.
having a long distance relationship , mistrust , misunderstanding are
bound to happen and I hope that we can deal with it together and really
be close again I don't know how many times I emphasized it , only
because how much I cherish us and really want to patch it up , she's my
love.
I really cherish our relationship and will do all it takes to be like
how we were , I know we can..because we have gotten so far together , I
believe that it's not too late.
help!!!!! Seriously help I need advices on what to do now ,
I don't want it live my life with regrets of losing this girl who meant the world to me..
I'm sorry it has to be so long x__x this relationship really meant a
whole lot to me and I'm having this sudden realization of what Is
important to me and I really need this girl back in my life with me ,
thank you so much a whole lot , this relationship mean everything to me,
once again thank you to
whoever that is reading and trying to help :)
You are asking a lot of this girl, as you have serious issues that need
addressing. You will do your cause a lot of good by addressing these
issues, particularly jealousy, anxiety and suspicion. You may like to
try admitting to her all your issues and that you are tackling them.
Best would be a therapist, but they are expensive. Taking up meditation,
which will cost you nothing, will also help you a lot. However she may
not be prepared to wait for you to get your **** together. Whether or
not this particular relationship survives, for all future relationships
it is essential you deal with your issues now. Get researching!
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